I've been wanting to start another Blog since beginning my journey into Business as Missions (BAM) a few months ago, but my main barrier to writing my first post was the name in the header. I like to do things once and get it right the first time. I wanted a name that was memorable and had meaning, but wasn't cliche'. This evening, I sat down in front of my laptop and was determined to develop a name that met these simple goals. Whether or not I accomplished this is open to debate, but I'm happy with the result: "6:33 Business".
Why 6:33 Business?
As I walk the path towards my current BAM opportunity, one verse in scripture keeps resurfacing over and over again. As I begin to worry about health insurance or selling my house, this verse comes to mind. As I leave my career of 17 years and sell most of my possessions, this verse comes to mind. As I ponder the risks (and insanity) of moving my family to a country recovering from 15 years of civil war, this verse comes to mind.
Matthew 6:33 - "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well".
When I hear of people going into missions, they generally come up with a "life verse" or a verse that is central to their mission. I wondered, "How, considering all of scripture, am I supposed to narrow it down to one or two verses?" I, once again, underestimated the Holy Spirit's willingness to smack me over the head with what I need.
I must remember, as I question my ability to succeed in the mission God is giving me, or question my business decisions, or question my worthiness to be used by Him, or question if I can provide what my family needs, that I need to "seek FIRST his kingdom and his righteousness". I need to stop the worry and make certain that I am properly positioned in the center of His will. He will take care of the rest.